Love is over...

I lost myself.
I have no direction at all.
I know everyone must go through some ups and downs in life.
But I don't know if I can go through my pain or not, and when I can fully stand up.
My thinking is very negative. I have no motivation to anything, I am a loser and I don't have confident at all. Everyone thinks that I've recovered. And I pretend that I am recovered.
No one knows inside my heart, my tears still rolling non-stop.
I cry for you, for our memories, for our poor love...
Love is over... and will never ever come back again.

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Mama, I miss you very much!

女人心事

作词:陶晶莹 作曲:陶晶莹/黄韵玲

东区的咖啡座幽暗的沙发里
总有几张熟悉的脸
那种聪明带点防卫的气质
想放弃却又不甘心的样子
越过她的肩膀空洞洞的视线
摩登女子灰色心事
那种以为自己什么都可以
喝了酒却又哭得像个孩子
我听见(爱我的人在哪边)渴望的泪
我看见(伤心的故事一遍遍)我的从前
曾经我也痛过我也恨过怨过放弃过
在自己的房间里觉得幸福遗弃我
如果没有分离背叛的丑陋
怎么算是真爱过
请你试著相信一爱再爱不要低下头
别怕青春消逝就不信单纯的美梦
我在这岸看着你游
为你的坚持感动
你会的有一天会幸福的





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Ling sent me this song. She said "有一天你会幸福的"
I dont know. I dare not to wish.
Will I?
???
??
?
.